I know the feeling! Big warm hugs to you buddy!
"Bright lights and promisesA pocket full of dreams¶¶ . . .¶When I was good, then I was badI never thought I'd end up this wayWith no dreams to hide meBright lights to guide meHow long does it take to make the grade?¶¶ . . .¶Bright lights and promises, that's all it's forLeave and enter by the service doorNow I'm gold lamé and diamondsEven if my gold is wornHoney, can you show me more?"-- Janis Ian, "Bright Lights & Promises", Between the Lines AlbumHugs and warm thoughts, Tomass.